Ho My GAWD

Today was the worst. We nearly ran out of bread, there was zero chance to fet anything done, a mountain of dishes and annoying customers EVERYWHERE! My precloser was nice enough to stay 45 minutes late to help me get through the stupid late rush we had, and tackle said dish mountain. But after he left I just broke. Much swearing and some screaming and crying and near hyperventilating…. It was a hard day

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“Are you friendly?!”

“Honey you need to smile more.”

Ughhesd. I’m sorry that I don’t enjoy every second of my minimum wage food service job. I’m sorry that my down-turned mouth offends you so much! Sooooo sorry that I not a super bubbly person.

Ugh these kind of people annoy me so much.

riluu:

stephanieruble:

runwithskizzers:

systlin:

rebelcaptain4life:

fempunkandkittens:

the-ford-twin:

etrogim:

wait….are any americans aware that the cia overthrew the democratically-elected premier of iran in 1953 because he wouldn’t concede to western oil demands….and how that coup was the reason for the shah’s return to power, the iranian revolution, and the resulting fundamentalist dictatorship…..like, america literally dissolved iranian democracy and no one knows about it???

No. No we don’t know about it. 

Americans aren’t told this shit. 

The only thing we’re taught about any Middle Eastern country in school is that 1) the region exists 2) it’s where The War is happening and 3) Muslim people live there. That’s it. Maybe if you’re lucky you’ll get into the Hammurabi Code and some early Babylonian stuff but American schools seem to think that if it happened outside Europe and before the colonial period, or makes America look bad and isn’t about A Very Watered Down Version of What Slavery Was, it’s not important.

Info on this is almost notoriously hard to find. It’s not in any texts on American and Russian involvement in the Middle East during the Cold War that I can find. You have to specifically look for a book about the Shah’s return to power, and even then you’d be hard pressed to find a book like that at your local bookstore. Once you get into some higher level college courses you might know about it, but the people who can afford those are more likely to already be indoctrinated into a certain Way of Thinking (read: they’re racist as shit) by the time they get there. And it’s almost like you have to know about it beforehand if you want to find information on it.

The only reason I knew about it is because there’s a thirty second summary of the event in Persepolis. Those thirty seconds flipped my entire worldview.

“All the Shah’s Men” by Stephen Kinzer is a good, accessible text for people who want to know more about this.

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I had to explain literally this to one of my co-workers, who is so fuckin racist against Middle Eastern people it’s insane.

She’s 60. She never heard of this.

As I was explaining this and how, during the Regan years, we funded Osama Bin Laden to fight against Russia, leading to the destruction of much of the infrastructure in the region, one of the plant workers came in to get his badge fixed.

He works in the quality control lab. He served 15 years active duty in the Army. Super smart guy, has a masters in chemistry and another masters in biology, raises saltwater fish in his spare time for sale, has the saltwater aquarium setup of the gods.  Raises rare corals too, some of which he donates to be used in re-seeding reefs around the world, but that’s a side tangent.

And he listened for a minute, then nodded and said “Yeah. I was there during that. I helped train people to fight. They wanted us to help them build schools and hospitals, after, but we were only interested in them as cannon fodder. Left the whole area in ruins. I wasn’t surprised when they hated us for it later. Told people then it would happen. We let them know then that they were only valuable to America as expendable bodies. Why wouldn’t they resent us for that?”

And she just looked floored.

“So…” She started, after a few minutes. “What do you think of Trump?”

“I hate him. He’s a coward and he’s going to get good people killed.” He didn’t even blink. “

She looked back and forth between us for a second, and then asked how I knew all this.

“I research things.” I said. “Google is great.” He nodded enthusiastically.

And she just sat there for a second and then said, really quietly, “I didn’t know.”

She lived through it.

American schools don’t teach you any of this sort of thing.

I thought of Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi too. Never underestimate the power of a good book.

Every year in my entire schooling in small town Indiana, we’d start the year studying the revolutionary war. By the end of the year we would reach world war 2. The next year, the cycle would repeat. Every year. Revolutionary war to world war 2. Rinse and repeat.

We never studied the Vietnam War. Korea. No current events. No ancient cultures. No history of other countries. When 9-11 happened I was in high school, and me and my classmates legitimately had no idea who would attack the U.S. or why. We were baffled. Because we were taught our entire lives that America is always the good guy.

History class in America is an utter joke.

One of the best classes I took in university was Roots of Contemporary Issues, and was mandatory for all freshmen and transfer students. We studied The War On Drugs by learning about ancient drug use and the opium trade. We learned about the world water crisis by researching Angkor Wat and the Anasazi (not their actual name, they are Pueblo ancestors) and how poor resource management leads to ruin.

This course was some of the best education I have ever received, but is only accessible to those who can afford a university education. And that is fucking ridiculous.

so i was having a fun time tonight with @ghosttox and bouncing ideas off each other when i decided to go in game (and i haven’t updated yet) and panicked because i didn’t see my saves there. the most recent one was from when i got my new computer back in november. so i realized it was because my one drive was full and i had turned syncing off. but the only way to move the files to a place on my computer, and not in one drive, meant that the stuff that hadn’t synced has been lost. BUT WHAT’S WEIRD is that i have all the cc i downloaded a few days ago, all the screenshots, everything that didn’t sync…except my most recent saves. i even have the .png files for the post i did yesterday, but not the save i captured it in. the most recent save i now have is from 20 days ago, so not a huge loss at the rate i’ve been playing lately, but it means i’ve lost townie makeovers i didn’t save to the gallery and a build i was working on too. *sigh* i’m just so done right now

anyway, here’s some of the stuff that got lost *in game* even though i still have screenshots

i was so happy with the calientes. and i was really happy with this build where it was more complete. and i don’t know if i lost fidget or not, but i’m too annoyed and upset and tired to go back in game just to see him not there.